Once upon a time, I was a news …Once upon a time, I was a news junkie. Devouring multiple newspapers and magazines. I wanted to know what was happening in the world. Partly because of my job — I was an infantry officer — and partly …Soulcruzer·2d ago·1 min readFollowField Notes
I like this Kurt Vonnegut quote: “We are …I like this Kurt Vonnegut quote: "We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be." Who are you pretending to be? That's an honest question. Approach the answer with br…Soulcruzer·2d ago·1 min readFollowField Notes
Falling in Love with PittsburghA friend and I took a long weekend and visited one of America's great cities.Low Velocity·Jun 18·5 min readFollowField NotesGallery
From the Field: Spring 2026- Bob Henry Photography·Jun 9·10 min readField NotesBlanchard SpringsCollins CreekLake Sylvia
view from the treehouseA perspective on the Anthropocene – and the beauty that persists in spite of us.Xander Beattie·Jun 9·3 min readField Notes
Weekend in Packwood, WashingtonWe spent a weekend in Packwood, Washington, meeting one of my wife’s longtime friends from Asheville and finally bringing our families together after years of living across the country from each other…Low Velocity·Jun 7·2 min readFollowField Notes
[notes] Trying a New Approach to Note-Taking on BooksSympolymathesy, by Chris Krycho [Unofficial]·Jun 7·5 min readAssumed audienceThe Examined Run: Why Good People Make Better RunnershereEleanor Konik
a stoep of one's ownVoluntary, temporary, beguiling creative exile.Xander Beattie·May 31·2 min readThe Artists' Pressaccommodationyou have to be prepared to waitfield notes
those shawarmas thoThe Syrian Rose and other Johannesburg highlights.Xander Beattie·May 27·6 min readintermittently dispiriting and infuriatingErin Conway-SmithHOMECOMINGa pitiful state
John Day Fossil Beds, Painted HillsWe took advantage of the long weekend and did something we’ve been wanting to do since moving to Oregon over a decade ago: visit the John Day Fossil Beds National Monument . First, a little bit of b…Low Velocity·May 25·3 min readFollowField NotesGallery
The President's birthdayOne year on. Four editions later. What comes next? Xander Beattie·May 16·6 min readfirst launch, in Cape TownThe PresidentPride Shelter TrustNotes on Artist Publishing
Special Days: Apr 23 double-header (Birthday + World Book Day)It’s my birthday (and World Book Day, and Shakespeare’s birthday too). I grew up loving books in the most literal way: in libraries, with a librarian mom. I also worked at Barnes & Noble for about two…Atila, 500mg Lexapro Gummy·Apr 23·5 min readFollowField Notes
Field Notes: Do I get the MacBook Neo?I want to be honest about what this is: part practical upgrade, part new era temptation. The dream is an orange desktop setup (or that orange iMac), but my real-life needs a laptop I can carry to libr…Atila, 500mg Lexapro Gummy·Apr 12·6 min readFollowField Notes
Welcome to The StudioStudio is my Notion home base. It holds my week (priorities, trackers, and the links I always need) and gives me a starting line when my week feels slippery. In this post, I’m giving you the tour — wh…Atila, 500mg Lexapro Gummy·Apr 10·7 min readFollowField Notes
Start HereHey, I’m Atila. I’m a writer and creator. I’m Black, femme, queer, from New York, and now live in Philly. Most days, that looks like writing with too many tabs open, a Notion scratch page that will ge…Atila, 500mg Lexapro Gummy·Apr 8·4 min readFollowPageField Notes
Learning to Ski on Mt. HoodI finally went skiing on Mt. Hood after living in Oregon for over a decade! In the worst year for snow in a generation! I switched from snowboarding to skiing to same if I'd enjoy it more and I'm glad…Low Velocity·Feb 25·2 min readFollowField Notes
Returning to the DolomitesThis is a retrospective and one of a series of journal entries recapping our trip to Italy in 2024. We continued our journey from Venice to the Cadore region where my great grandparents emigrated from…Low Velocity·May 25·6 min readFollowField NotesPhotography
Seeing Venice as an Italian CitizenIn 2020, I was officially recognized as an Italian citizen, a moment that felt like unlocking a part of myself I had only known through stories and photographs. Four years later, I set out to see it f…Low Velocity·May 23·5 min readFollowField NotesPhotography