everything gettin’ harder to find

(not my picture) i feel like i have so much to say, but i never truly say anything, so maybe this is why. i’ve always been afraid to voice my opinions because i value others opinions about me, even though they don’t really matter. and it’s not like i have shitty opinions, like hating people based on stupid shit like skin color or whatever. maybe i’m just too freaking shy. anyway, maybe i can try with this. i have couple ideas that i feel like i want to bring forward, for example about religion (mostly christianity since that’s all i know even something about). i wanna share pictures as well. english is not my first language, so there will be errors. i’m also not sure if i want to write in english? kinda hate it. does anyone even read blogs these days anymore? doubt it, but at least i can scream my thoughts in to a void then. that’s at least something.