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        "plaintext": "i feel like i have so much to say, but i never truly say anything, so maybe this is why."
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        "plaintext": "i’ve always been afraid to voice my opinions because i value others opinions about me, even though they don’t really matter. and it’s not like i have shitty opinions, like hating people based on stupid shit like skin color or whatever. maybe i’m just too freaking shy."
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        "plaintext": "anyway, maybe i can try with this. i have couple ideas that i feel like i want to bring forward, for example about religion (mostly christianity since that’s all i know even something about)."
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        "plaintext": "english is not my first language, so there will be errors. i’m also not sure if i want to write in english? kinda hate it."
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        "plaintext": "does anyone even read blogs these days anymore? doubt it, but at least i can scream my thoughts in to a void then. that’s at least something."
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  "textContent": "(not my picture)\ni feel like i have so much to say, but i never truly say anything, so maybe this is why.\ni’ve always been afraid to voice my opinions because i value others opinions about me, even though they don’t really matter. and it’s not like i have shitty opinions, like hating people based on stupid shit like skin color or whatever. maybe i’m just too freaking shy.\nanyway, maybe i can try with this. i have couple ideas that i feel like i want to bring forward, for example about religion (mostly christianity since that’s all i know even something about).\ni wanna share pictures as well.\nenglish is not my first language, so there will be errors. i’m also not sure if i want to write in english? kinda hate it.\ndoes anyone even read blogs these days anymore? doubt it, but at least i can scream my thoughts in to a void then. that’s at least something.",
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