So this is 37

So today is my birthday, and im passed the mid thirties into the "almost 40" section. So a little stock taking in life is in order and im pleased to say I'm mostly happy with where I am in life. I am surrounded by love. I have a husband, a Master, brothers, friends and lovers of many kinds, all who are amazing in their own right. I have a support network, that if I can overcome my tenancy to view asking for help as 'being a bother', is there for me. I seems to have gained a level of good reputation in my local community after many years of showing up and helping out. ihave reached an equilibrium with my self image, I both like what I see and love myself, but have a positive motivation to reach new body goals. Not wishing to "escape " how I look, but changing my body because I enjoy the process of change itself. Are there things I wish I had done differently? Yes. A big thing recently is wishing I had gone for a career that is physically creative. Maybe followed my grandfather into being a carpenter. But I also know the grass is always greener with stuff like this. Overall, I am happy with life.