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  "publishedAt": "2026-05-29T02:57:55.449Z",
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    "\"다리에 칼 꽂는 느낌\" 에프엑스 루나, 공황장애 고백…끝내 '오열' ('엄마를부탁해')"
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  "textContent": "**SOURCE: \"다리에 칼 꽂는 느낌\" 에프엑스 루나, 공황장애 고백…끝내 '오열' ('엄마를부탁해')**\n\nLuna made a broadcast appearance with her mother for the first time in a while and honestly opened up about the difficult time she went through because of panic disorder.\n\nOn the episode of MBC's**'Please Take Care of Mom'** that aired on the 24th, Luna and her mother carefully shared personal stories they had never discussed publicly before.\n\nOn this day, Luna's mother prepared a **seaweed soup** seasoned with **homemade soy sauce** along with **acorn jelly** for her youngest daughter. After eating the food her mother had personally cooked, **Luna** swayed her body out of joy and said, _**\"My stomach hasn't been well lately, I really craved for my mom's seaweed soup,\"**_ and added,**_\"When I was at my lowest point, my mom's seaweed soup helped me get through it.\"_** Her mother responded warmly,**_\"We endured (the hard times) so well.\"_**\n\n**Luna** confessed, _\"During promotions in my mid 20s, I started wondering,**'Is this panic disorder? Or is it depression?'** Eventually, the panic disorder manifested as **physical symptoms**. **I would feel pain on my legs, as if it were being constantly stabbed with knives**.\"_\n\nHer mother recalled,_\"**At the time, the only thing I had on my mind was to stay beside my daughter.** But she didn't want that. She would tell me, **'Mom, can you please leave me alone for a while?'** Even so, I didn't give up. I cried and begged her. **But she doesn't seem to remember any of it now.** \"_\n\nLuna eventually broke down crying and said,**_\"I was suffering too, but I can't imagine how difficult it must have been for my parents.\"_** She continued, _\"Even during my trainee days,**my parents never once showed they were struggling.** I used to think, 'My mom never sleeps.' **But it turned out that she developed bronchitis from working so hard, her hands would also swell really bad.** \"_\n\nLuna explained, _\"The period when my mental health began collapsing coincided with the period when people I loved started passing away one after another. Around the same time,**the project I took on required me to play a character who took her own life. After that, I was diagnosed with depression and panic disorder.** I have since completed treatment and am now living healthily.\"_",
  "title": "\"It felt like my legs were being stabbed with knives\" f(x)'s Luna opens up about her struggle with panic disorder",
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