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"plaintext": "See this is exactly why I don't make promises about having a posting schedule. Because I will somehow look up and two weeks have past and I can't remember all the things that I need to talk about that I've done or even if I've done something at all. Though this time I have a vague idea still of what this post was meant to be it is not what I intended this post to be."
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"plaintext": "Let's start off with what I have been doing, prepping for Juneteenth. Even though I have started earlier this year than I did last year there is simply so much more to do that I rushed through doing last year. And between my dayjob, these two other paid editing side projects that I'm working on, general Find Out Productions things, the three game jams that I've signed up for, my own twitch streaming channel stuff, my youtube channel stuff I have so much to do and there is only so many hours in the day. While I am no where near burnt out I am slightly I will say overwhelmed and not managing my own time well which is in turn to no ones shock causing me to even more overwhelmed. I'm fighting to keep a handle on it while also fighting to get back on my proper depression, anxiety, and adhd medications."
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"plaintext": "Juneteenth however is going well. I think once this week is over and all the players have been signed up to their games I will be able to take a slight step back. Over on Find Out Productions I have my weekly stream playing through Roadwarden which is going HORRIBLY I'm so bad at this! I'm dying! I'm gonna die! I'm gonna die and it's gonna be terrible and I'm going to have to start over from the beginning because I wasn't keeping a proper log of my saves so I can't save scum to a less terrible time because I've been lowkey dying since I started playing. I'm having a great time. I am also about to start recording for my second AP, a Cowboy Bebop TTRPG. It was supposed to start recording two Saturdays ago but we had some technical issues that threw off the recording time so we scrapped it and instead we're recording our episode one this weekend. I am excited for it. While I am just producing the game the players and GMs (because we're running dual Big Shots) have been really excited for the game and I'm excited to see what they do and how it all shakes out."
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"plaintext": "I started streaming again on not Wednesday. Mostly because Space Haven hit 1.0 and I'm just so enamored with the game. I only streamed twice (the 15th and the 16th) but I plan to stream again on Monday given the holiday. But I do have a dayjob thing to do first on that day but fingers crossed it won't take up my whole normal work day hours. I also want to get back in the habit of evening streams doing planner setup stuff on Sundays. I think I might wrangle a few between now and Juneteenth but to be honest I'm not going to try to hard to do work that into my schedule because I don't actually want to over commit myself any more than I already have and then actually burn myself out."
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"plaintext": "This is getting a somewhat aburt ending because I have mentally lost the thread of everything I was trying to recap but I do have a couple of post in the works - I mentioned on the skyline that I started a post about why I think those large game bundles for charities are a bad idea but didnt have the time to go into then but I will make the time to write out my thoughts because I've had plenty of them for a long time and the pop up every time I see one of those bundles go live. I'm also working on doing some writing to post over to Signed Ionie so look forward to those post. But again AFTER JUNE. Ask me about everything AFTER JUNE."
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