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"textContent": "_**rose**_\n\n * It was my wife's birthday, and our wedding anniversary!\n * Baked some cakes and had a great time. Mine is the _Donauwelle_ attached at the bottom of the post, my wife baked the fruit cake.\n * My friend who visited Japan bought us great gifts from there; I got two gachapon (Cinnamoroll and My Melody), some matcha and My Sweet Piano chopsticks.\n * I finally have it in writing and it's been communicated officially that I am my department's data protection coordinator now.\n * I blogged more.\n * I bought myself a big Build-A-Bear Usahana and a tiny one for my bag. Also, new matcha and I restocked my skincare and supplements :) I feel spoiled by myself.\n * I'm having a great time at the gym, going 3 times a week, and incorporating the strength machines now. The added muscle/strength really helps with posture and counteracting the desk sitting. I'm making good progress.\n * I reduced negativity from my online space.\n * I went to a protest for ME/CFS!\n * I have been better with keeping up with emails. Anita, if you are reading this, I cannot reply to you because it says sending key is not valid.\n * We have a bread cutting machine now! Makes it easier to cut the bread my wife is baking for us :)\n * I attended CPDP 2026 in Brussels.\n * I reached Magenta status (35+ translated cases) as a Country Reporter for Noyb.\n\n\n\n_**bud**_\n\n * Working on better eating behaviors and no guilt during rest.\n * I am working on slowly booking cool classes and activities for the next few months.\n\n\n\n_**thorn**_\n\n * Been struggling with my face shape. I have chubbier cheeks anyway naturally, but whenever I need a round of Prednisone or I am stressed or there's hormonal stuff going on, they get bigger (cortisol, water retention). They are bigger lately... definitely a source of discomfort and shame when we live in a time of razor sharp jaws and almost-hollow cheeks.\n * I will now have to do my injections weekly :(\n * Dienogest doesn't work at all for me. Instead of preventing periods, it causes me more of them. Had to get off of it.\n * My soy and rapeseed sensitivities have been extra annoying lately. Can't eat my beloved tofu, and they put rapeseed oil into almost every protein-rich vegan replacement product. I love my lentils, peas and beans, but occasionally I just wanna have some banger vegan köttbullar, schnitzel, or burger patty without a rash, man, or not make everything myself. Not to mention restaurants, or the fact that they drown everything in rapeseed oil based condiments...\n * I haven't been studying nearly as much as I should. Having some issues with the modalities and feeling a bit stressed, like I need more time away from it.\n * I've been very ambitious this month with my blog posting, and it has caused some writer-constipation at times. I had all these drafts ready with some links and loose thoughts already collected, and wanted to write them out fully; but because I set myself arbitrary deadlines or a loose \"_This needs to be finished and published today!_ \" I felt intense pressure, which made me freeze up... it's really not that serious, but I made it so, for some reason. I also frequently felt stuck between 2-4 equally \"important\" tasks, posts, topics, whatever, and when I started one I looked at the other and switched, progressing at nothing. Terrible cycle. I moved some planned posts to June and eased up a bit.\n * The menu of my favorite café has been severely reduced and worsened. Also cannot believe that I am paying 10 Euro for a wrap now.\n * The Brussels trip was filled with some disappointments and stress.\n * My cold water is shut off and broken since a few days ago, so I only have hot water…. during a heatwave… :/\n\n\n\nReply via email\nPublished 31 May, 2026",
"title": "rose ▪ bud ▪ thorn - may 2026",
"updatedAt": "2026-05-31T10:08:55.427Z"
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