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  "title": "People Are Exhausting",
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              "plaintext": "After a really annoying, stressful, and downright nauseating weekend, I feel like a wittled down eraser. Between being stalked and harrassed, losing a place I had loved, breaking in a new system member and seeing my friends suffer, this has felt like an extremely exhausting week."
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              "plaintext": "Im supposed to go ot today at around 11AM and it us currently 7AM. Ironically, my sleep has veen better since I stopped fighting my natural instincts and actually sleep when I'm tired instead of what I usually do. And thats trying to unsuccessfully relax in bed for 3 hours tossing and turning then getting up to do stuff befor finally ACTUALLY being sleepy."
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              "plaintext": "Honestly, as of late I havent had as strong a desire to make more and more friends and connections like my usual social ~~butterfly~~ moth self. Instead I've felt a stronger pull to cultivate the people I already have. Part of this is my near constant loneliness has been fading a bit. Whether thats from healing from abandonment trauma or simply a result of appreciating my inner circle more, I'm also enjoying time by myself for once too!"
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              "plaintext": "It's surprising how pleasant life can be when you live for your own desires instead of what you think other people think you should do. It's a work-in-progress."
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  "publishedAt": "2026-04-13T23:43:12.266Z"
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