An Elusive Wolf, a Relentless Wolf
Hive Bitch
May 12, 2022
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Heat from their fire and shelter from the old tree had kept it from
them, but after days now of unbroken sunless overcast, a chill is rising
in the land, while drizzle and damp air is falling. As Awelah departs
into the woods, she wonders if the fog is gathered thickly enough for
her spear to stab through it.
Proximity to the creek couldn't have helped, when it comes to how bad
the fog got. As she walks Awelah hears it rush over rocks and slam into
mud. The waters are dark, and it isn't just shadows. The creekwater
isn't safe to drink, not so soon after a wispfall. A wispfall in the
mountains behind them, where all this water is runoff from? Still,
enervate is sensitive to temperature --- it didn't get hot, not in the
way matter does, but it nonetheless didn't stick around after boiling.
Ooliri had remarked that it's odd the water remained so enervated. Black
nerve seeks denser matter, and sand is preferable to water. Emusa, it
turns out, had noticed the same thing. She'd determined it was an
excess of water-affine enervate in the wisps. Something like that. It's
far beyond the lessons Awelah had thus far retained. Affinities were a
distraction, anyway. That much she knew --- the Asetari are above such
things. Were above such things. Will be above. Ugh.
Awelah is reprieved from distracting thoughts soon after, when the
taxites clear and in their absence, moss thickly overtakes the ground.
Soft and growing, it didn't keep tracks as well as mud, and she gives up
following through, and starts fanning out, checking the perimeter of the
clearing, and then any mud patches within, for anything to follow. The
haphazard search pattern means that when she feels the relief of at last
finding more tracks, it's dashed seconds later as she realizes they are
her own.
Doesn't matter, she thinks, I don't need this to be so easy. She is
a hunter. The mantis uncurls her antennae, short things from which locks
of gray-purple setae curl off. She runs dactyls through them, combing
away dirt and dead hair.
When she extends them again, she lets her eyes pale as she focuses on
the world in scent.
Diamantids had eyes better than any other kind, so it's just efficient
for Awelah to focus on what she sees. But as a nymph, Awelah had spent
so long playing with her family's roaches. There was a type of game
played in basement rooms with none of the torches lit. Noble roaches had
longer, more sensitive antennae than diamantids, and even with all her
experience, Awelah had been a handicap on any team that had her. (Once,
Awelah had asked her dad to have her antennae cut in a way to make them
more sensitive --- he had pat young Awelah and told her how pretty her
antennae were, and how it'd be unbecoming for a bane line Asetari to
look like a roach on top of all the things the clan already says about
us. She didn't get many chances to play with the roaches after that.)
She'd learned enough, though. To your antennae, everyone is a bright
lamp, illuminating the world in 'light' that traveled like something
thrown instead of instantly. Your antennae didn't have lenses like the
dewdrops on mantid eyes, so everything was mixed together and unfocused.
Lingering, too --- as if everywhere you held your antennae, it gazed
upon photographing chemicals that'd sat exposed for too long. You have
two antennae, though, and so much length. It's like a string of these
photographs, each subtly different.
The image of scent had foremost the expected elements --- of wet
vegetation and mosses crushed or split open by her steps, of trace
enervate which seemed to sting even when so faint, and the pheromones of
lesser insects --- but behind them all was the putrid, metallic,
unnatural scent she seeks. She doesn't think anything could mask it
--- direbeasts and bloodbanes didn't always stink so strongly, not when
resting, but active ichor metabolism did. Those erotyles had fought
back, it seems, and the dog had doubtless licked the blood in its
wounds.
Awelah waves her antennae through the air, and the world seems to gain
new a depth. She feels the diffusion of the oldest scents, and aligns
her antennae right along that gradient. Her surety only grows in her
next steps. Her hopes were unfounded, and her fears hold true.
Her prey is still here.
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Far to the west, and earlier that day, Makuja leaves the camp in the
opposite direction, and she too walks along the banks of the creek,
distracted in the depths of her thoughts.
She hears Awelah call out --- to Ooliri, perhaps, who trusted her more.
Attention, not alarm, and what would Awelah want attention for? To brag
about another successful hunt?
There's a briskness to her pace, and a tension in her tightened
raptorials. She doesn't want to go back to the camp, to talk to either
of them. She's felt this before, when another pawn had done something to
get a satisfied nod out of master and so she killed something or
gathered some rare poisonous flower, and reminded her who the most
useful was.
In a practiced motion, the red nymph tosses up a stone, and casts it
into the dark waters of the creek with vespertine force. It feels like
she let out more than just the black nerve that fuels the spell. She
wants to do it again, see the stone smash apart against the streambed.
A technique she'd discovered --- not invented, such a simple permutation
of signs had to be something well known for centuries. There's more to
getting it right than just the order of the signs, though. She'd spent
hours to figure that out, getting it down to consistency, and then ---
"Why would I need to fling rocks? I have better techniques."
And the Asetari did. Throwing rocks, and creating an autonomous
projection --- who would choose what Makuja could do? It's simply a
worse tool.
What did she have that could compare to what the Asetari could do? (She
knows exactly what the answer is, and that makes it worse. "Do you know
the tarsigns for the wretched raptorials?" she'd asked Ooliri. And the
boy had no idea.)
The creek isn't a straight thing. It curved when it ran into the old
tree they camped in, and here, upstream of that, it's winding to the
north. The metataxites have grown more numerous around the red nymph as
she walks on.
Makuja is in the middle of imbuing the next stone to cast when she hears
the sound of branches bending, sees the movement in between thick
trunks.
The Asetari wasn't lying or embellishing, then.
Ahead of her stands a cicindela --- a wild tiger beetle.
If I can catch this...
She wants to see that look on the Asetari's face even more than she
wants to see this rock crack open against the earth. A glance down finds
the near-forgotten thing already splitting and liqued from partial
imbuement. Hmm.
She knows tarsigns aren't needed. Nervecasting with or without them is
the difference between digging with a shovel and clawing at the ground.
She doesn't want to do anything big, though, and doesn't know if
there's a sign for what she wants.
Whatever discharged enervate into her palm... can it go the other way?
Can she un-imbue?
She knows what it feels like for black nerve to flow into her tarsi.
Maybe if she focuses on that sensation, or imagines some kind of pull.
It doesn't all come back, but she sees --- and feels --- the enervate
escaping the rock, and new coldness seeping into her, slithering up her
forelegs. She doesn't know the right word --- pulling, pumping --- but
she draws the stuff further up her arms, as if to return it all the way
back to her abdominal core. But the farther it gets from her hands, the
more her control frays, and by the time it's descending her thorax,
she's not sure if gravity isn't doing most of the work. No matter ---
perhaps this way, it'd be quicker to expel later.
Makuja shakes her head and looks up. The cicindela is still there, long
legs lifting it up where it licks the algae from a metataxite's
shelf-like limbs.
Makuja is patient. She would watch, poised for the right moment to
strike.
When the beetle's head turns, and its forward-facing compound eyes would
no longer catch the red nymph, she slips into motion. Swiftly lunging
across the ground, she feels the returned enervate in her thorax. It
feels different from that which had not yet left her. Then, as if
gravity continued its work, the enervate flows into her legs as they
bend and straighten, and it settles there.
Makuja stalks the cicindela as it trots directly away from the creek.
She is silent, unseen, and by all rights, the tiger beetle should be
hers to capture.
She didn't do anything wrong. She's sure there could have been no
error on her part. And yet it all goes wrong anyway.
The tiger beetle spooks. Its antennae flare straight up, and then it
bolts to the west.
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Making tarsigns took time, Awelah is learning. The fight with Klepé had
been sobering, in that regard. She'd applied the lesson in her next
fight, but even though she'd won, she'd sat up reflecting, and decided
she had learned the wrong lesson. Making tarsigns took time, yes, and
knowing that, you have to adapt your tactics to that momentary time
commitment --- or did you?
Umbral body projection isn't like the other spells that they had in
their arsenal. Why should Awelah take the time in a fight to cast her
projection --- why, when she could have it out before the fight even
began?
The technique had many more tarsigns than bane blast or apparently the
spell Makuja had invented. (Why is Makuja of all mantids inventing
spells! Awelah had been a bane for longer --- hours longer, but still.
Is she falling behind this soon? Why couldn't Awelah invent spells?
"Why aren't you as quick as your cousins, Awelah dear?")
She felt the projection growing inside of her, the spellform taking
shape and she reached the sign which seemed to push it further, making
that cold sensation envelop her body. She
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