Admire from afar

by Anonymous I'm clear minded and have not lost myself to you in the last year or so. You almost seem like a different person or maybe it was just that I created in my mind a lot of what I enjoyed about you. Just an elaborate escapism fantasy to bring about some excitement. We're past all that now and it seems normal, mundane even. It's still lovely to catch your gaze. I can't seem figure out why I find you so mesmerizing.