I’m still there in your soul

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82642146 by JRancher As he wraps Morgan in an one-armed hug, his heart reaches into a place that he can only describe as on fire. The same happens when he remembers the day Pepper told him that she was expecting, and the day he first heard Morgan cry. The fire place burns his heartstrings when they go there. He can’t tell if the pain is trying to order him to never return, or if it is punishing him for reaching out in such a way. He has his love for Morgan and Pepper, and he will never stop loving them, but this additional thread that he can’t put a name to is lonely and empty. Tony doesn’t understand why his love is in metaphorical hell. A Next to Normal musical inspired fic. Tony Stark survives but has 19 years’ worth of amnesia. Somewhere out there, Peter Parker is 19 years old and alone. Tony just needs to find him, but with no clue of who he is missing, and his family being unable to help him, he can’t escape his grieving and sense of loss. Words: 2506, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/M Characters: Tony Stark, Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Pepper Potts, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan Relationships: Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe) & Tony Stark, Pepper Potts/Tony Stark Additional Tags: Inspired by Next to Normal, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Tony Stark Lives, Memory Loss, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Amnesia, Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker’s Parental Figure, Tony Stark is Morgan Stark’s Parent (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Parent Tony Stark, Irondad, spiderson, ironkids, Hospitals, Peter Parker Needs a Hug, Medical Inaccuracies, because Tony is not brought back to life with magic but instead SCIENCE, Peter Parker is Not Okay, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Musicals, Alternate Universe - Next To Normal Fusion, with Tony Stark as Diana Goodman, and Peter Parker as Gabe Goodman, Grief/Mourning, Post-Movie: Avengers: Endgame (2019), Post-Movie: Spider-Man: No Way Home (2021), No beta we die like Peter and Tony did, Peter Parker & Morgan Stark are Siblings (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Pepper Potts Acting as Peter Parker’s Parental Figure, Adoptive Parents Pepper Potts and Tony Stark read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/82642146