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  "title": "About You",
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            "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
            "plaintext": "And there was something about you that now I can't remember "
          },
          {
            "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
            "plaintext": "It's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender "
          },
          {
            "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
            "plaintext": "And I'll miss you on a train, I'll miss you in the mornin'"
          },
          {
            "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
            "plaintext": "I never know what think about "
          },
          {
            "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
            "plaintext": "I think about you"
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        "plaintext": "I, in my heart, am deeply insecure.\nMost days, I fear that I am not good enough.\nI try to compare myself to that which I cannot attain.\nThey say that comparison is the thief of joy, after all.\nMost days, I fear that I do not do enough.\nI try to do too much all at once, which only makes it harder to do anything.\nThey say that multitasking is fake, which they are most certainly right.\nMost days, I fear that nobody actually likes me.\nI try to make everyone like me, which likely makes me seem \"fake\".\nThey say that trying to please everyone only annoys everyone, which is true."
      },
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        "plaintext": "I worry all the time.\nWill I finally get a job?\nI try and I try but all I can do is wait and hope.\nWill I say something so stupid that someone I care about hates me?\nI try to have a filter but nothing is perfect.\nWill I be able to move on from my current stagnation?\nI have been trying, but much is completely beyond my control."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "Am I doing the right thing?\nAm I wasting the prime of my life?\nAm I saying the right thing?\nI have not the slightest of an idea.\nAll of this flies through my head at all times."
      },
      {
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        "plaintext": "But when I am with you, it all fades away.\nAll of the worries of the world,\nAll of the chaos of life,\nAll of the uncertainty,\nJust seems to disappear when I am with you.\nNo matter what, you are always there for me."
      },
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        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "I still worry.\nAm I good enough?\nAm I doing enough?\nDo I deserve it?\nYou reassure me the best you can.\nNo matter what, you are always there for me."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "I frequently hide parts of myself around others.\nI show everyone my best self.\nI hide the parts of myself I hate, and there is a lot.\nBut, when I am around you, I do not.\nIt just feels pointless to hide anything around you."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "I am with you all the time.\nIt still does not feel like enough.\nWhat can I do for you?\nYou feel down just like me.\nWhat can I help with?\nYou help me all the time.\nWhat can I do?\nYou do everything for me."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "The world is a chaotic place.\nWith you, it feels like there is order.\nIs that too much to ask for?\nHell if I know."
      },
      {
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        "plaintext": "I know I am not perfect.\nI say terrible things.\nI do terrible things.\nNothing makes me hate myself more than making you upset.\nThere is so much I do not understand.\nBut, I try."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "No one is perfect.\nNo one can be perfect.\nImperfections make us human.\nBut, I try."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "Can anything more be done?\nI still try."
      },
      {
        "$type": "app.offprint.block.text",
        "plaintext": "I cannot think of a good way to end this."
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  "publishedAt": "2025-10-11T22:50:00+00:00",
  "textContent": "> And there was something about you that now I can't remember \nIt's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender \nAnd I'll miss you on a train, I'll miss you in the mornin'\nI never know what think about \nI think about you\n\nI, in my heart, am deeply insecure.\nMost days, I fear that I am not good enough.\nI try to compare myself to that which I cannot attain.\nThey say that comparison is the thief of joy, after all.\nMost days, I fear that I do not do enough.\nI try to do too much all at once, which only makes it harder to do anything.\nThey say that multitasking is fake, which they are most certainly right.\nMost days, I fear that nobody actually likes me.\nI try to make everyone like me, which likely makes me seem \"fake\".\nThey say that trying to please everyone only annoys everyone, which is true.\nI worry all the time.\nWill I finally get a job?\nI try and I try but all I can do is wait and hope.\nWill I say something so stupid that someone I care about hates me?\nI try to have a filter but nothing is perfect.\nWill I be able to move on from my current stagnation?\nI have been trying, but much is completely beyond my control.\nAm I doing the right thing?\nAm I wasting the prime of my life?\nAm I saying the right thing?\nI have not the slightest of an idea.\nAll of this flies through my head at all times.\nBut when I am with you, it all fades away.\nAll of the worries of the world,\nAll of the chaos of life,\nAll of the uncertainty,\nJust seems to disappear when I am with you.\nNo matter what, you are always there for me.\nI still worry.\nAm I good enough?\nAm I doing enough?\nDo I deserve it?\nYou reassure me the best you can.\nNo matter what, you are always there for me.\nI frequently hide parts of myself around others.\nI show everyone my best self.\nI hide the parts of myself I hate, and there is a lot.\nBut, when I am around you, I do not.\nIt just feels pointless to hide anything around you.\nI am with you all the time.\nIt still does not feel like enough.\nWhat can I do for you?\nYou feel down just like me.\nWhat can I help with?\nYou help me all the time.\nWhat can I do?\nYou do everything for me.\nThe world is a chaotic place.\nWith you, it feels like there is order.\nIs that too much to ask for?\nHell if I know.\nI know I am not perfect.\nI say terrible things.\nI do terrible things.\nNothing makes me hate myself more than making you upset.\nThere is so much I do not understand.\nBut, I try.\nNo one is perfect.\nNo one can be perfect.\nImperfections make us human.\nBut, I try.\nCan anything more be done?\nI still try.\nI cannot think of a good way to end this."
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