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    "text": "Today, a flip has been switched where having this baby went from fun and novel to annoying and a responsibility. I’m still up for it and I think all parents go through this, but I was expecting it to be less of a cliff.\n\nI’ve woken up the last 2 days to Rachel weeping because the baby won’t latch or is crying. She has decided to stay up all night with the baby instead of tapping me in. I requested yesterday that she aggressively wake me up, as my sleepytime anti-depressants tune ambient sound out. She didn’t do this. I’m frustrated because I need to know whether this medication will work out with the baby or whether I need to switch, which I’m not looking forward to, if I need to.\n\nReweighed the baby today, got more feedback that we need to aggressively feed the baby. We didn’t feed the baby before going to the appointment, which made us feel bad, and then we couldn’t feed her until we go home because she was too gassed up.",
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  "path": "/feelings#2026-06-06T07:35:00-04:00",
  "publishedAt": "2026-06-06T11:35:00.000Z",
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  "textContent": "Today, a flip has been switched where having this baby went from fun and novel to annoying and a responsibility. I’m still up for it and I think all parents go through this, but I was expecting it to be less of a cliff.\n\nI’ve woken up the last 2 days to Rachel weeping because the baby won’t latch or is crying. She has decided to stay up all night with the baby instead of tapping me in. I requested yesterday that she aggressively wake me up, as my sleepytime anti-depressants tune ambient sound out. She didn’t do this. I’m frustrated because I need to know whether this medication will work out with the baby or whether I need to switch, which I’m not looking forward to, if I need to.\n\nReweighed the baby today, got more feedback that we need to aggressively feed the baby. We didn’t feed the baby before going to the appointment, which made us feel bad, and then we couldn’t feed her until we go home because she was too gassed up.",
  "title": "5 days ago, I felt bad",
  "updatedAt": "2026-06-11T04:07:05.453Z"
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