Yesterday, I felt good

So far so good with Lydia. She seems to be latching and eating a bunch. She’s pooping the right amount and it looks like a tar pit. I feel guilty that my remeron is allowing me to sleep through the night undisturbed. I’m going to adjust the amount in advance of meeting with my doctor to see if I can sleep but still be able to wake up and help. The time that Liddy was sleeping for 2 hours and we were just joking around. Kettle Baby Squats! The shaken baby videos were massive killjoys. Necessary, but really messed us up.