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    "text": "- Haven’t journaled in like a year and felt like time to come back.\n- It’s bad, but at least there is some finality in knowing that it’s bad that makes me feel more focused.\n- Updates from the year are like “marriage is a thing you have to garden” and “it’s time for new things, as the old things that gave me life don’t anymore”\n- New job has been fun but it’s been hard when it’s in a valley to care. I feel more annoyed at work, but it’s because I personally.  care more than the last few spots. I think it’s because I feel I need it to work out.\n- I think I’m going to replace my Twitter consumption with reading books.",
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  "path": "/feelings#2024-11-06T20:30:00-05:00",
  "publishedAt": "2024-11-07T01:30:00.000Z",
  "site": "https://eligundry.com",
  "textContent": "Haven’t journaled in like a year and felt like time to come back.\nIt’s bad, but at least there is some finality in knowing that it’s bad that makes me feel more focused.\nUpdates from the year are like “marriage is a thing you have to garden” and “it’s time for new things, as the old things that gave me life don’t anymore”\nNew job has been fun but it’s been hard when it’s in a valley to care. I feel more annoyed at work, but it’s because I personally.  care more than the last few spots. I think it’s because I feel I need it to work out.\nI think I’m going to replace my Twitter consumption with reading books.",
  "title": "I felt meh"
}