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    "text": "- I overslept and missed my gym class. This put me on a spiral of “I’m stupid, I should have set an alarm, I’m so dumb” and punching my leg in anger. Rachel literally didn’t say a word so after she left, I was just like “I’m not supported, I have to do all the supporting in this house, she’ll be like ‘It’s too early’ which always fucking is for that sleepy bitch. I have to do everything around here and I’m not allowed to not be okay, it’s fucking bullshit” and then I cried for a minute.\n- Was able to get gym booked for tomorrow, but this ruminating has made me later for work than I’d like and has befouled my mood before I even get to work. Great start to the week ☹️",
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  "textContent": "I overslept and missed my gym class. This put me on a spiral of “I’m stupid, I should have set an alarm, I’m so dumb” and punching my leg in anger. Rachel literally didn’t say a word so after she left, I was just like “I’m not supported, I have to do all the supporting in this house, she’ll be like ‘It’s too early’ which always fucking is for that sleepy bitch. I have to do everything around here and I’m not allowed to not be okay, it’s fucking bullshit” and then I cried for a minute.\nWas able to get gym booked for tomorrow, but this ruminating has made me later for work than I’d like and has befouled my mood before I even get to work. Great start to the week ☹️",
  "title": "I felt bad"
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