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              "plaintext": "Today was the day. I would do it. This is what I have been dreaming to do."
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              "plaintext": "It's April Fool's. The perfect time for a confession. After all, wouldn't I just be able to reverse my words? Twist those feelings, send them back into the vault?"
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              "plaintext": "\"Hey,\" I said, walking up to one of my friends, Willow. They were tall, with eyes that looked like caramel. They typically wear a sophisticated look, something along the lines of layered clothing, silver jewellery, and nails painted in colours I can't distinctly remember. But this time, it seemed like they didn't really bother to dress up. After all, it was just a regular day at their house."
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              "plaintext": "My tongue felt like it was tied and knotted, like a bundle of rope, entangled in its own mess. But, I had to get it out. Somehow."
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              "plaintext": "\"I... I've sort of,\" I said, with hesitation lingering in my words, \"liked you for a while.\""
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              "plaintext": "\"Well, in... what way, specifically?\""
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              "plaintext": "There was a sudden shudder as I said that very affirmation. Yeah. How could I just... confirm that? There was anticipation, maybe fear, maybe anxiety. It started creeping in, closer and closer to my mind. Endless noise swarming, regrets formulating. I just needed to wait a little longer."
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              "plaintext": "What's taking them so long to respond? Why does it feel so right, yet so wrong? "
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              "plaintext": "\"Well, Enki, I...\""
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              "plaintext": "Their words. I can feel it. Feel the incoming doom."
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              "plaintext": "\"I'm sorry but... I don't like you... in that way,\" they replied, finally finishing their sentence."
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              "plaintext": "\"That's okay... because it's April Fool's!\" I exclaimed, hiding my sadness and anger and confusion and pain and whatever other emotions had been bottling within that response, all with a smile to ensure that they wouldn't worry about anything. To let them believe that everything is okay, to hide it. To keep it calm and safe."
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              "plaintext": "They chuckled, laughing consequently. \"That was a good one,\" they spoke, soft and warm in their tone. "
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              "plaintext": "We locked eyes. It was silent, only for a moment. Something felt off about it, like they knew that maybe... I wasn't joking."
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              "plaintext": "\"Yeah, can't believe it either...\" They said, their volume gradually lowering as they said those words bit by bit."
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              "plaintext": "Just a tiny short story about being rejected on April Fool's and trying to hide it all under a joke :)"
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              "plaintext": "Don't worry, nothing too serious here! Let me know if you want a Part 2... maybe..."
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