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"description": "Haikus, Tankas, ???, and I just learned about the Senryu.",
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"publishedAt": "2026-04-25T14:00:19.000Z",
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"textContent": "Hey, I tried. And just trying helps process stuff.\n\n## 15\n\nConvinced I'm unseen,\nKeeps me from introducing\nMyself to these crowds.\n\n## 16\n\nBad habit\na stubbed toe;\nDon't do that.\n\n## 17\n\nBe disappointed and rest.\nIt's working so far...\n\n## 18\n\n...But empty chat rooms\nHold only nostalgia\nFor bustling times.\n\n## 19\n\nwhy do you\nlet this introvert\ncarry\nthe\nentire conversation\nwith my arms already tired\n\nit's a good thing i am quick\nto set things down\nwhen they no longer serve me\n\nbe huffy,\nit's true when\nyou believe\n\n## 20\n\nThat was probably way too\nVulnerable but\n\nLet's indulge in radical\nugly honesty\n\nMore often than we would like,\nOnce in awhile.\n\n## 21\n\non repeat\nto find the\napp that _works_\n\n## 22\n\ni can't vogue\nbut at least,\ncan two-step\n\nacknlowledge\nsilently\nsep'rately\n\nonly for\nawkwardness\ndays after\n\nown up to\nit, make it\nbetter, so\n\nthere can be\na next time\nwith less regret",
"title": "Some Attempts (or, \"I'm Insecure, So What?\")",
"updatedAt": "2026-04-25T14:00:19.923Z"
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