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  "textContent": "I was hungover,\nStill sad,\nAnd just didn't want\nTo process any more pain.\nIt's a heat I've grown used to.\nA depressed passion\nOn the edge of a sultry, sluggish lake.\nI didn't want to unpack\nSo I just slumped\nInto rest,\nWater lapping at my thighs.\nThings are slowly draining;\nIt is not as high, so wallow,\nAnd come morning\nI'll rinse it all away.\n\n",
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