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  "description": "a poem (CW: self-harm and suicide)",
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  "textContent": "Have you ever looked\ninto the madness of\nnegative three hundred dollars\nof spending in your bank account,\nan eviction notice in your hand?\n\nHas the\nweight of\nyourself\nkept you\non the floor\nfor days,\nmoving only\nto shit and sleep?\n\nCan you tell me of sex so good\nGod himself was impressed?\n\nWhere did you want to die\nto quiet each of the voices,\nbut instead of bravery\nyou just cut your arm\nuntil blood is enough\nto release the fire in your bones?\n\nHow could anyone say no\nto the charisma and confidence,\neven if they can't keep up with the\nchanging ideas that are constantly\nconnecting the galaxy to every molecule of your body?\n\nSad and happy\nhave no meaning\nwhen you\nshine search lights\nthrough telescopes\nto see them.",
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