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        "plaintext": "A burst of jangly energy here, covering a song that functions as an inverse love song.  That feeling of having your day darken simply by someone's existence making itself known."
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        "plaintext": "I'm always fascinated by anti-romance in songs.  The feeling of strong passion about someone, yearning even, but only negative passion.  Repulsion is attraction seen through another lens, a spade is just a heart upside down (with a bit added)."
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        "plaintext": "My personal canon (that I'm fairly sure this song and its author wouldn't agree with) is that this song is a shout to the heavens.  Not \"why have you forsaken me\" so much as \"could you forsake me for a while, please?\""
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        "plaintext": "there is also an incredible punky live version of this that  feels like it pushes the angry shouts at God much more:"
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  "description": "A burst of jangly energy here, covering a song that functions as an inverse love song. That feeling of having your day darken simply by someone's existence making itself known. I'm always fascinated by anti-romance in songs. The feeling of strong passion about someone, yearning even, but only negative passion. Repulsion is attraction seen through another lens, a spade is just a heart upside down (with a bit added). My personal canon (that I'm fairly sure this song and its author wouldn't agree w...",
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  "textContent": "A burst of jangly energy here, covering a song that functions as an inverse love song.  That feeling of having your day darken simply by someone's existence making itself known.\nI'm always fascinated by anti-romance in songs.  The feeling of strong passion about someone, yearning even, but only negative passion.  Repulsion is attraction seen through another lens, a spade is just a heart upside down (with a bit added).\nMy personal canon (that I'm fairly sure this song and its author wouldn't agree with) is that this song is a shout to the heavens.  Not \"why have you forsaken me\" so much as \"could you forsake me for a while, please?\"\nthere is also an incredible punky live version of this that  feels like it pushes the angry shouts at God much more:"
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