charging my battery

Sunday reflection on the passing week. I charged my car battery! This might sound unimportant to you, but it was a big deal for me. My father was a handyman and I helped him a lot on different projects throughout my childhood. So in theory I have a good grasp of how to use tools. But it was not enough. One also needs to be willing to do this kind of stuff, which I was not. My experiences of doing projects at home with my father primarily taught me that a project never goes according to plan. There are always edge cases that lead you away from the happy path, and it's always easier to hire someone else to be responsible for them. But more and more I feel like the immortal insight of Ozan Akyol, a Turkish comedian, is spot on: "You call an expert. They come and you immediately realize that they're just another guy." Things didn't go according to plan this time either. The charger I bought required the battery to be removed from the car. So I needed to find a socket tool for that. Then I needed to figure out how to use the damn tool. Then I needed to figure out how to actually charge the battery at home. Doing so was anxiety-inducing. Can it suddenly catch fire? Will there be acid fumes slowly destroying my lungs? My brain habitually overindexes on failure modes. I think this makes me a good engineer but at the same time prevents me from doing novel things. Anyway, I did it. The car works now. I now know how to remove the battery, charge it, and put it back. I improved my practical knowledge by doing the damn thing with my hands. This is how you build phronesis, right? With this knowledge I'm better equipped for the future even if I decide to delegate the task to someone else. I attribute some of this achievement to my practice of sculpting. Ten years of solely building in the digital realm didn't help me grow confidence in working with my hands. But with sculpting I feel like I'm building this confidence. It feels nice. Speaking of sculpting, my first real sculpture, Syzygy, is completed and due for molding and casting this week. I will exhibit it on May 16 at OtonomArt. I suspect (hope) at least one person is going to ask what syzygy means. The term has too many interpretations and usages—gnosticism, Jung, CCRU... I want to write a post here about it so I can be prepared to talk about it there. If you're reading this post and have means to be in Istanbul on May 16, consider yourself invited to the exhibition. delegating a task you don't know how to perform yourself. This is a principle of Lightcone, the company(?) behind LessWrong and Lighthaven. I don't think it's a scalable principle in the context of a company, but for this kind of general maintenance it's a good principle to have.