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    "sometimes, you have sex with egos, rather than actually loving the person. Know the difference, and you may feel better with life.\n--------\nWhen it’s ego-driven, you’re not really meeting the person. You’re interacting with:\n\t•\thow they validate you\n\t•\thow they reflect your desirability\n\t•\thow they fit into your self-image (“I’m the one who gets this kind of guy”)\n\nIt becomes a loop of mirrors. Intense, addictive… but strangely hollow after.\n\nReal attraction feels different. Less theatrical, more… grounded.\nThere’s curiosity instead of performance. Presence instead of strategy.\n\nYou don’t leave wondering “did I win?”\nYou leave feeling either calm… or exposed in a way that actually means something.\n\nAnd yeah, that “delulu” awareness you mentioned—that’s kind of the awakening moment.\nOnce you see it, it’s hard to unsee:\n\n“Was I into him… or into what he made me feel about myself?”\n\nNot the most comfortable question, but it cleans things up fast."
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  "textContent": "sometimes, you have sex with egos, rather than actually loving the person. Know the difference, and you may feel better with life.\n--------\nWhen it’s ego-driven, you’re not really meeting the person. You’re interacting with:\n\t•\thow they validate you\n\t•\thow they reflect your desirability\n\t•\thow they fit into your self-image (“I’m the one who gets this kind of guy”)\n\nIt becomes a loop of mirrors. Intense, addictive… but strangely hollow after.\n\nReal attraction feels different. Less theatrical, more… grounded.\nThere’s curiosity instead of performance. Presence instead of strategy.\n\nYou don’t leave wondering “did I win?”\nYou leave feeling either calm… or exposed in a way that actually means something.\n\nAnd yeah, that “delulu” awareness you mentioned—that’s kind of the awakening moment.\nOnce you see it, it’s hard to unsee:\n\n“Was I into him… or into what he made me feel about myself?”\n\nNot the most comfortable question, but it cleans things up fast.",
  "title": "que locura, boludo. Delulu."
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